I don't care if that isn't how you spell Her name
It's not like I care about the person behind the word that's
Evil
(when it refers to her)
Gah.
You hurt him
That glorious angel, my love
You hurt him
In some ways I'm grateful
To your loathsome form
Cause without the pain you caused
I would've had nothing to heal
Nothing to mend
I wouldn't've been the friend
That was always right there
Who accidentally loved him
At exactly the right time
Doesn't mean I don't still hate you.
Wouldn't it be grand?
If everyone knows where you stand
If everything went as you planned
Then no one can deny your wish
If only
You could know
How much your false story grows!
Do you deny to fight?
Come on come on come on tell me you're sorry
And then I can catch you telling the third lie
Uh, I...
Distrust and make believe
All things are warped when you dream
Dream of a day when everything's clear
Flying above the clouds
It makes no sense
You trying to make amends
When you just do it again
Foolish me
I'm stuck in the dream
Everyone can tell
That you've rehearsed this story so well
That you think it's the truth
Lying
It just stopped
Before
You
Just stopped
Working and I
Couldn't do
Anything
Just stopped before I could do anything
So this one's for the ego of my imaginary friend
It's tough for all the people I don't know to comprehend
Walking ever backwards
And tripping up the stairs
I'm always walking backwards in life
And tripping Up the stairs
Nothing anybody says to me, compares
With
It just stopped
Before
You
Just stopped
Working and I
Couldn't do
Anything
(That's what they said they said)
My heart just stopped working when I saw you
Listening to all the words that I misconstrued
In a line and I admit that
I can see,
you don't particularly,
Want to have anything
To do
With me
Don't play the fool,
Cause you end up just like us,
With all the fighting and the talks,
Of it all being too much,
For one so small as myself,
I'm just a kid
Cause there's you,
tellin' me,
that I don't understand,
what both of you,
are goin' through,
well here's what I,
think of this,
you're so full of it,
dear mom and dad
Go take you're complaining,
somewhere else,
cause I'm not participating,
in this feud,
don't blame it on the money,
cause it's really just you
two,
fighting over nothing at all
And I am
just being Switze
If you stare at me with that look in your eyes
No guilty messages would ever suffice
To tell you that I
Don't refuse you
'Cause I've never had to
Biting down on my tongue
Wanting to get the job done
Maybe I should call someone
'Cause it's so frustrating
I find myself hesitating
I'd like a minute to explain:
Falling is so much easier than standing up again
Waiting takes up too much of the time I'll never reclaim
I never wanna lose you
And I know that that sounds sentimental
But I can promise you
That it's just me, being selfish
Playing with the chord of life
In accordance to what they say
I should do when it comes to you
Bu
A limerick for limericks sake
Is not that difficult to make
You find a rhyme
And keep words in time
For time is what it'll take
...
For this I have no patience
To say a sad adieu
For surely I'd
Find it hard to hide
My feelings about you
...
I am now wasting my time
Sitting back so lazily
To watch the hot-headed sun
Do it's daily merry run
Across the sky so carelessly
...
I hold in my hand a message
A message for my mother
For my mother I hold a message
In my heart I hold another
...
You asked me what a glowworm was
And I'm sorry I said it was she
Even though she thinks light
Shines from a place out of sight
That is
Blessed with wisps, frantic balls of light
So pretty, so few
Joined together in magic so glorious
Balancing life and truth
Standing, calling, failing, crawling,
Scratching away with dust and age
Bringing peace and faith to swim in
Globes that bend the bars of your internal cage
[Memory (X3)] X2
I hold that which I cannot have
You think I exaggerate
Plenty of others can find the will
But my will is yours to take
Mold that which I cannot own
And fill my head with melody
Wash away the yearning greed
Erase that blown out tragedy
[Memory (X3)] X2
Tears can choke but now they fall
Muting the sound of laughter
Pick up the pen and
You only.
invited me
so that you wouldn't look
bad
You were
afraid
the you'd be judged and that
Going out with just one
of your friends
Wouldn't be that great
But in the end
I was the one feeling like a third wheel
You should know already
Then I wouldn't have to tell you
But I will
Anyway
You
Are
So
Mean
Thinking that I'll be here
when it's convenient
For you, not me
I'm assuming from your
confused face
You didn't even know that
you
were hurting me
in the first place
And that
Makes
It worse
My mistakes are catching up to me.
Blinding all that I can see.
Never gonna get up again.
Don't pick me up just push me down
No I'm not fooling around
Can't you see I'm bleeding?
My mistakes are catching up to me.
Blinding all that I can see.
Never gonna get up again.
They are tearing me up inside
And with you can I confide?
The truth I'm finally seeing
Do I deserve that second chance?
Is that you waiting at my door?
Do I deserve that second chance?
Can I ask what it is that you came for?
(Thought you didn't wanna see me anymore?)
The hope with fester deep within
Yes it's probably a sin
Forgiveness w
Change
You'd think it'd be over by now
What with all the hype died down
But life's out to spite me
'Cause my time ain't rightly
Mine to do with as I please
Wake up and walk out
On you speaking
Play dumb if you ask me why
Wake up and walk out
On you speaking
Won't waste effort
If it's too hard to try
Got this lingering feeling
Of people kneeling on the edge
Praying and waiting for someone to come
To cure those raw words that slip of their tongue
And to pledge
No, to plead
Allegiance to remove every memory
Of being different and being plain awful
But unseen among all the others like me
(Why waste the effort to change?
I'
I don't care if that isn't how you spell Her name
It's not like I care about the person behind the word that's
Evil
(when it refers to her)
Gah.
You hurt him
That glorious angel, my love
You hurt him
In some ways I'm grateful
To your loathsome form
Cause without the pain you caused
I would've had nothing to heal
Nothing to mend
I wouldn't've been the friend
That was always right there
Who accidentally loved him
At exactly the right time
Doesn't mean I don't still hate you.
Wouldn't it be grand?
If everyone knows where you stand
If everything went as you planned
Then no one can deny your wish
If only
You could know
How much your false story grows!
Do you deny to fight?
Come on come on come on tell me you're sorry
And then I can catch you telling the third lie
Uh, I...
Distrust and make believe
All things are warped when you dream
Dream of a day when everything's clear
Flying above the clouds
It makes no sense
You trying to make amends
When you just do it again
Foolish me
I'm stuck in the dream
Everyone can tell
That you've rehearsed this story so well
That you think it's the truth
Lying
It just stopped
Before
You
Just stopped
Working and I
Couldn't do
Anything
Just stopped before I could do anything
So this one's for the ego of my imaginary friend
It's tough for all the people I don't know to comprehend
Walking ever backwards
And tripping up the stairs
I'm always walking backwards in life
And tripping Up the stairs
Nothing anybody says to me, compares
With
It just stopped
Before
You
Just stopped
Working and I
Couldn't do
Anything
(That's what they said they said)
My heart just stopped working when I saw you
Listening to all the words that I misconstrued
In a line and I admit that
I can see,
you don't particularly,
Want to have anything
To do
With me
Don't play the fool,
Cause you end up just like us,
With all the fighting and the talks,
Of it all being too much,
For one so small as myself,
I'm just a kid
Cause there's you,
tellin' me,
that I don't understand,
what both of you,
are goin' through,
well here's what I,
think of this,
you're so full of it,
dear mom and dad
Go take you're complaining,
somewhere else,
cause I'm not participating,
in this feud,
don't blame it on the money,
cause it's really just you
two,
fighting over nothing at all
And I am
just being Switze
If you stare at me with that look in your eyes
No guilty messages would ever suffice
To tell you that I
Don't refuse you
'Cause I've never had to
Biting down on my tongue
Wanting to get the job done
Maybe I should call someone
'Cause it's so frustrating
I find myself hesitating
I'd like a minute to explain:
Falling is so much easier than standing up again
Waiting takes up too much of the time I'll never reclaim
I never wanna lose you
And I know that that sounds sentimental
But I can promise you
That it's just me, being selfish
Playing with the chord of life
In accordance to what they say
I should do when it comes to you
Bu
A limerick for limericks sake
Is not that difficult to make
You find a rhyme
And keep words in time
For time is what it'll take
...
For this I have no patience
To say a sad adieu
For surely I'd
Find it hard to hide
My feelings about you
...
I am now wasting my time
Sitting back so lazily
To watch the hot-headed sun
Do it's daily merry run
Across the sky so carelessly
...
I hold in my hand a message
A message for my mother
For my mother I hold a message
In my heart I hold another
...
You asked me what a glowworm was
And I'm sorry I said it was she
Even though she thinks light
Shines from a place out of sight
That is
Blessed with wisps, frantic balls of light
So pretty, so few
Joined together in magic so glorious
Balancing life and truth
Standing, calling, failing, crawling,
Scratching away with dust and age
Bringing peace and faith to swim in
Globes that bend the bars of your internal cage
[Memory (X3)] X2
I hold that which I cannot have
You think I exaggerate
Plenty of others can find the will
But my will is yours to take
Mold that which I cannot own
And fill my head with melody
Wash away the yearning greed
Erase that blown out tragedy
[Memory (X3)] X2
Tears can choke but now they fall
Muting the sound of laughter
Pick up the pen and
You only.
invited me
so that you wouldn't look
bad
You were
afraid
the you'd be judged and that
Going out with just one
of your friends
Wouldn't be that great
But in the end
I was the one feeling like a third wheel
You should know already
Then I wouldn't have to tell you
But I will
Anyway
You
Are
So
Mean
Thinking that I'll be here
when it's convenient
For you, not me
I'm assuming from your
confused face
You didn't even know that
you
were hurting me
in the first place
And that
Makes
It worse
My mistakes are catching up to me.
Blinding all that I can see.
Never gonna get up again.
Don't pick me up just push me down
No I'm not fooling around
Can't you see I'm bleeding?
My mistakes are catching up to me.
Blinding all that I can see.
Never gonna get up again.
They are tearing me up inside
And with you can I confide?
The truth I'm finally seeing
Do I deserve that second chance?
Is that you waiting at my door?
Do I deserve that second chance?
Can I ask what it is that you came for?
(Thought you didn't wanna see me anymore?)
The hope with fester deep within
Yes it's probably a sin
Forgiveness w
Change
You'd think it'd be over by now
What with all the hype died down
But life's out to spite me
'Cause my time ain't rightly
Mine to do with as I please
Wake up and walk out
On you speaking
Play dumb if you ask me why
Wake up and walk out
On you speaking
Won't waste effort
If it's too hard to try
Got this lingering feeling
Of people kneeling on the edge
Praying and waiting for someone to come
To cure those raw words that slip of their tongue
And to pledge
No, to plead
Allegiance to remove every memory
Of being different and being plain awful
But unseen among all the others like me
(Why waste the effort to change?
I'
Did I ever tell you about the time when me and my buddy keith went fishin?
well he wasn't to cool with how there were no fish bitin' n sheet so he got out this-like MASSIVE hook covered in feathers and stuff and cast it out infront of the boat
I don't think he realised it at the time but the hook went under the boat and got caught in the propeller and dragged him overboard but keith wouldn't let go cause it was his first catch of the day and like...
have you ever seen that video of a frog in a blender?
Well like Keith's leg wuz chopped right off and shit so there was blood everywhere, but Keith had other problems. You see all the shark
(Chorus)
Please don't hurt me again
To contend with the pain
Is another thing I wanna end
This emotional blackmail
That keeps returning'
Makes me forget why I should love you
Why do I love you?
Why do I love you?
(Verse 1)
Why should I love you when you keep blaming' me
Forcing me to see all the conflict of the life I picked
With someone putting all their feelings into a jar
I'm on par with every enemy
Staring at the ceiling not revealing the anger
That makes me think that you're a stranger
(Bridge)
I don't know
If you say what you mean
But I'm trembling' here
Whispering' please, please
(Chorus)
Please don't h
W.T.F.
Yesterday (much to my amazement) was one of the weirdest days of my life. It started with the happiness only an 18th birthday can bring (not mine obviously - my bf's); after recieving presents etc it then became, quite simply, sudden nervousness and other nerve-racking emotoions, for I (and bf) were going to write our learners test (him for motorbikes, me for light motor vehicles lol)...
After 5 hours (waking up, driving, waiting...waiting...writing, leaving) we had successfully passed. (YAY)
Now is where it gets horrid. On the way from my bf's house to a mutual friend's house (not even 1km down the same road), my bf and i were mugg
'Tas been sooooo long! I miss-eth-ed yew Deviant art! (Shakespeare is still in my system, forgive me)
Oh HAPPY DAYS! Exams are OVER! Thank Goodness! (Except for 2-day Art practical, but that's more fun than an actual test...for me at least)
So I had A LOT of catching up to do in regards to reading/looking at the thousands (I'm not even exaggerating.) of new stuff from the people I have watched. I'm very glad since that's now sorted and I don't feel completely left out or anything anymore. Sheesh.
So! Now I gotta upload all the stuff I had to hold in for all this time~
Oh.
Oh dear.
*the english is Intentionally bad. i think it's me subco
Trials are soon (first set of Major exams for Matric) so I won't be on for a While...three weeks I think? Even if I Do come on it'll only be for very, very short periods of time...
School is the bane of my existence at the moment. Homework, projects, test and then Exams--- eek.
And, surprise surprise - guess who wants me back? Gah. It's like shooting myself in the foot if I say no, so I said yes. Sigh, I'm such a spush.
(once again in the throes of love again.)
So, I'll see you when I see you and good luck to all.
^_^